May 20, 2008

ACCEPTING DEFEAT

Not much has changed since Graham's last update
Our situation remains unchanged.
I continue to be without treatment and medical care.

We are becoming more desperate, I am becoming weaker and the flare cycles that occur in my condition (that were controlled with IV) are becoming more severe and longer lasting– the pain is unbearable. I now have blind spots in my vision. i am having episodes of apnea both day and night. it is very scary and very overwhelming. my condition is rapidly deteriorating...with no help in sight.

I have one last appointment with a new specialist.
If he refuses to help than I believe we will be forced to go to the USA.

I've been researching doctors. I am overwhelmed with the cost.
I must accept defeat.
I believe a trip south of the border is imminent.

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